Missing You (Chris Borum Dedication)

I know I’m like a day late, but I finally was able to sit down in front of a computer and write this blog….I had a pretty busy weekend. But here I am, and here I go. So yesterday was the anniversary of my friend, Chris Borum, passing.  I had been thinking about that day for the past year, and was wondering how it was going to be once it came back around.  It felt just like I thought it would feel- cold...like something was missing...almost still in shock that it really happened, but ANY TIME I get in the far now, I’m reminded of how REAL it was.

I rode down memory lane yesterday.
At first I was in my own little world…
Not really paying attention to nothing, but the road…

But then it HIT ME…

I just started feeling his spirit growing…
Then when I looked up, I had seen that my next exit was Wyoming…

(siiigh)

Damn, Chris! You’re really missed bra…
Sad that all I have is all my memories and pictures…

It makes me wanna ball my fist up…
Punch a couple walls, and the bitch that fuckin killed ya.
Excuse my French, but I’m just speakin my mind…
And if I am out of line for expressing my pain…
Then SHAME, SHAME, SHAME, SHAME ON ME!
Cause I’mma tell it like it is- ALL BLAME ON ME! 

Just wish that I could hit you up and talk shyt…
See you in the club, poppin bottles witta “BOSS CHICK”…
Shoot hoops and play video games…
Or have you listen to me about why I think that nyggaz insane.

Lol…

Yeah, indeed you were a GREAT GUY-
But I’m hurt you had to go before anyone of us could say,“Bye”. 
And although you had to  leave, no that wasn’t “the end”…
Cause it’s only a matter of time before we see you again…
But until then…
You remain alive in our hearts…
So continue to keep playing your part-
Our ANGEL

R.I.P. Chris Borum

*The death of Chris Borum should have taught us all how to value and appreciate life, and each other.  You never really know when it’s YOUR TIME to go, but we all have all know that time exist.  It could be in the next 30 minutes. My advice to everyone is to stop thinking that you are invincible, because YOU’RE NOT. NO ONE IS EXEMPT when it comes to death.

*I would also like to throw this out there to all the people that think it’s cool to drive drunk…IT’S ABSOLUTELY NOT COOL!  You cannot only take the life of someone else, but you can hurt/kill yourself in the process…all because you didn’t make a start decision.  Yall know that saying, “friends don’t let friends drive drunk.”<- THEY DON’T!!! I DON’T GIVE TWO SHYTS HOW MAD THEY GET…THEY’LL GET OVER IT IN THE MORNING. 

#RealTalk 

S/O to The Borum Family
@bove @verage
and @RandiRossario

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